Sooo, I have an appointment with the surgeon this afternoon. Hopefully I can get answers as to why I have this continuing stabby pain the the center of my abdomen... It's right under my ribcage, which is weird since I now know exactly where my ribcage is. I can feel it. Like my clavicles, it's been a looong time coming, but I can actually see them now. I have bone structure.... Whodathunkit?
I've been eating a little better, but still nowhere near where I'm "supposed to be" at this point. Still a lot of soft stuff and the occasional Quest bar. Mostly protein shakes... blech. Getting tired of those...
Squirreling away my pain meds, I've managed to make a week supply last for two months. The downside of that is I only take meds if I absolutely HAVEto, so I'm almost always in pain... Yeah, it's a habit of mine. I hoard meds like some kinda junkie. I hate taking meds, but I also do not enjoy the stabby pain... I need t fix my mindset on that...
Well, I'm off to get ready for my appointment. I'll update my sad little blog when I get back this evening =)
I've been eating a little better, but still nowhere near where I'm "supposed to be" at this point. Still a lot of soft stuff and the occasional Quest bar. Mostly protein shakes... blech. Getting tired of those...
Squirreling away my pain meds, I've managed to make a week supply last for two months. The downside of that is I only take meds if I absolutely HAVEto, so I'm almost always in pain... Yeah, it's a habit of mine. I hoard meds like some kinda junkie. I hate taking meds, but I also do not enjoy the stabby pain... I need t fix my mindset on that...
Well, I'm off to get ready for my appointment. I'll update my sad little blog when I get back this evening =)
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